That's because I'm so graceful! (Not!)
I'm bored to tears this evening and decided to open a bottle of wine. It has a huge cork in it and I couldn't even begin to get it out. So I thought I would settle for a scotch and water, and fixed myself a nice drink. Somehow, when I got it back to my room, I spilled some. I don't know what I did, but I ended up spilling some more until the glass was entirely emptied on my bedroom floor!
I was really irritated because I only had a sip of the drink, but I had to mop that mess up which wasn't easy as it had run across a big section of the hardwood floor! I got that done, but then I had an empty glass on hand, and I wanted that drink more than ever at this point. So I carefully mixed another scotch and water and it is now sitting on my bedside table. I feel like I really want a nice long sip of that drink, and am a bit regretful that I didn't make it any stronger than I did. I usually have a weak drink, and it's just as well!
I think we have about 3 weeks until the big move, and while I'm ready to leave the place I'm in now, I don't know that I want to move out to the middle of nowhere. I'd love to just go back to Rancho Cordova! I feel so isolated, and if I could get some energy back so that I could walk Rocky every day, it would help both of us. I feel so bad for him, but I just don't have the energy to walk anywhere. Maybe tomorrow I will force myself!