Just a quick post about my latest ailments and Rocky's part in my life.
If I don't have Rocky, then I am totally alone for 24/7. I can no longer drive, and people aren't lining up in front of my house to take me places I need to go, or to just sit and have a chat over a cup of coffee. Rocky brings me joy, if not always happiness, so without him I wouldn't even have much joy in my life. I just can't imagine what I've become. If you had known me all my life you would understand that I've been able to live a full and wonderful life, but should I now just say it's time to give up? Rocky gives me something to live for, and that's enough for me.
So I don't know the answer. I don't think the cancer has ever gone completely away, which is why I am scheduled to begin treatments again in September. For that reason I don't have much motivation and energy, so taking care Rocky gives me something to live for. I am just hoping and praying that I live another 10 years or until Rocky is ready to cross that bridge with me.
It's an f'ing way to end up!