It took me only a minute to realize what was different when I woke up this morning. I still hurt like hell, but I realized I was HUNGRY! Now hunger today versus what it might have been 2 weeks ago are very different and I still can't eat a whole lot at one time, but just having the sensation of wanting food gives me a whole new lease on life!
Throughout the day I catch myself smiling and I know I'm eventually going to be ok. I won't be the same as I was before, and I have the feeling that a lot of things will change - I will change - and it will all be good. I hope to take what life gives me and to MAKE it good. Of course my kids and their families have been an invaluable help to me.